Today is the day.
I found it fitting to post my first blog on a day that
means so much to me.
Please spend some
time thinking about how absolutely, and uncontrollably, you love someone, and
cherish those feelings. They will last forever. Buildings will fall. People will
come and go. Love is eternal. Don't ever forget that.
I will discuss in
this blog, something that I have learned over the past few
weeks.
When I was a child, you could compare me to the annoying,
introverted personality of Hermoine Granger from every Honors student's favorite
series, Harry Potter. I did not care about what I was learning, nor did
I want to, but I did very well because I worked harder than any 9 year old you
will ever meet. I studied because that is what I was taught, I did well on tests
because that is what was expected of me. I pushed myself to be a better person,
but not for the correct reasons. As I aged, I was adament that there was no
other way to live, but to study, and succeed in academics. Yes, I was involved
in other things: dance team, studio dance, volleyball, basketball, clubs, etc.
However, none of these extracurricular activities convinced me that I was meant
to do anything other than succeed in school and be the smart kid. Throughout the
years, I have met people who have scraped the surface of my one track mind, but
I never gave in. From senior year, until now, I have seen people who have
changed my life in ways that teachers, parents, even best friends couldn't. It
almost has to come from a completely unexpected person to make it an effective
transition. Many individuals here at TCU have shown me that school is
important, yes, but so is just about everything else. In the last couple weeks,
I have seen individuals that have shown me to love literally everything I see.
Do not take a day for granted.
Don't study until you're so stressed you cannot eat.
Be persistent, but
happy.
Work hard, play hard.
Take a second to enjoy the little
things, when the big things seem to big to enjoy.
The other day, I
stopped and looked outside for thirty minutes, completely in awe of how
beautiful it was. I couldn't look at my book because at that moment, I was
completely entranced with the beauty of the simple things in life. Though it may
sound exquisitely ridiculous, I felt more happiness and joy in that moment,
looking at some trees and grass, that I have ever felt studying. Yes, to get
somewhere you want to go in life, studying is a necessary enemy, but you need to
take a break. I find myself constantly forcing myself to stop, do something so
entirely worthless that it shouldn't even be considered a "thing", and not think
about anything else at that moment, and for some time after that.
Overall, if I were to inform you (random anonymous
person, who probably doesn't care about this) of one thing to take with you from
this blog......STOP, AND SMELL THE ROSES.
Cliche,
yes....important, absolutely.
Don't get bogged
down in something that seems so important at the time, but in the long scheme of
things, really isn't. Do something stupid, do something wrong, mess up, get
better, improve your life every day, and don't forget to love who you are and
what you stand for.
It's scary how much of that applies to my life. In high school, my parents had to make me stop studying a time or two. If I got sick, they had to take my keys so I wouldn't go to school. "Nerd" is the ultimate understatement in regards to my personality. I'm glad to see someone else understands. Actually, I really needed the "stop and smell the roses" speech today, so thank you! It's so easy to miss out on what's really important when you focus in too much on a single part of life. Thankfully, college has taught me the same thing it taught you. I still go a little extra crazy during big test weeks and have the occasional freak out about school (who doesn't), but I've finally learned to live a little. I've even skipped a couple classes- scandaloussss.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the thoughtful and appropriate reminder.
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